Well Brad has been gone for Basic Training for a week and a day, and it feels like forever. I have only heard from him 3 times, each 1 minute phone calls and the second phone call was for "strictly business" ...So really I haven't talked to him. I have received any letters yet nor an address....needless to say I am a mess. I miss him so much, and just wish I could here his voice for longer than a minute or receive a letter. I have no idea how he feels emotionally, mentally, or physically. I wish I could support him..but all I can do is sit back and wait. It is so frustrating. On those hard days at work and school, All I want is my Brad, to comfort me and help me remember that this day will pass and all will be better. I want to laugh with him, kiss, him, be with him. I knew him leaving was going to be hard...But I did not know it was going to be this hard. I am getting through it all..day by day.. But boy..I took so much for granted before he left.
Ladies-Talk to your husband, be his best friend, don't forget to say I love you...always.
I am learning the hard way of things, I am also learning what Brad and I have is true love and we will get through this separation of time apart, together.
This is not even a fraction of forever.....
